Just da Lonely One

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Shared by dcpassion2009.

Once again I’m all by myself 🙂

Just yesterday he kissed and hugged me, while whispering in my ear “I love you baby, have a good day at work”. Normally, I can see it coming, and kinda be prepared for the tears and heartache. But, this was so spontaneous; I wasn’t ready, and all I could do is cry.

This time, I’m done!!! After 18 years of accepting the same mess your worth runs down so far, to the point that they’ll never feel the need to respect you, because you’re showing you’re not worthy in all actuality.

It hurts being alone, but at least I have nobody taking advantage of and using me. I see now that’s the gist of what we had. Nonetheless, I’m trying not to be bitter, it’s not my family’s fault I allowed this man to crush me repetitively. So, with that being said, I won’t isolate myself from them and stay stuck in a stupor. It is what it is, I just have to find a way to pick up the pieces of my life and learn how to make it daily as a single female. Bad thing though, I’ll be going away alone in February ((((TEARS))))

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