Reader Story: Is Anyone Out There?

is anyone out there

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My dad died a year and a half ago, in two days my brother is moving to America, my mum has recently started dating someone, I was recently dumped, my best friend is too busy too see me and all my friends? No idea where they are. You could say I’m feeling pretty lonely and alone. And it sucks.

I feel like I’m sinking into this dark hole with zero idea of how to get out. I used to be really great at not letting my circumstances get the better of me, but after three years of trying to stay ahead of consistent shitty situations, you start to get bogged down by it all. I’m so bogged down I feel like I’m sinking, wait no, drowning, trying to hold my breath but I know I can’t last much longer. And where is everyone who is meant to care about me? MIA. Missing In Action. No where to be seen. They don’t even seem to care.

Life outside a relationship is certainly much harder than I wanted it to be.

I write for a blog called “full heart, full smile”, I guess that is more of a dream rather than reality. I turned to blogging because I just want to know I’m not the only one out there who feels like this. Is anyone out there who feels the same way? This is call to you.

Because to be honest, I don’t know how much longer I can hold my breath.

Wanted: a friend, a saviour, a lover and/or someone who cares.

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